Rina

Been talking to my therapist and she brings up my trans stuff. Most of the time I keep it out of my head because I am so busy with work and soon school.

But she asks me "what happened". and to be honest i dont really know.

It seems I tapped my gender pain pool again. I thought i was over it. I gained muscle, which before I was practically starving myself and restricted myself to just running. and for a while I didnt bother me my shoulders are getting wider.

But looking at my pictures off my beautiful youthful self I look happy. Happier than i ever look in familiy photos or with friends.

I am thinking about HRT again but i think its a perilous road. I dont want to be swinging between male or female anymore. I want to be mostly one and pursue other things in life

Hello everyone one its Rina.
Ive been gone since my compy broke. Lots has happened. Very emotional. I was very close to go on the mones. But after much hair pulling, sobbing, and long shower; I decided not to go on mones.

My boday is progressing like a man. Lol but its the same issues I and other traps/cders/ have. Meaning tiny hips, broad shoulders, and sometimes facial hair. (Since I am asian it barely grows. Only on my chin and upper lip.)

So when I do dress up its kinda obvious. OH the days I could just walk outside in drag and if I didnt open my mouth no one would know.

So Im not really a trap anymore. I didnt think I was one before either. Traps are so rare they come one in a million and the epic ones had surgery or go on the mones early. I had neither. But i dont give a shittt.

So no boobies D;

however I will cross dress still and show you what I mean. I gained a lil wait and from working put a lil muscle on. My face is the same tho!!! lol

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People keep dissin my skinny jeans!!!! Its so annoying... They are like "doesnt that feel uncomfortable?" "if you wear those your sperm will die" or shit like that...

1. They are awesomely and amazingly CUTE!
2. They are "in" but i wish i had these before.... bootleg pants eww... straight merrh they okay. Skinny = LOVEEE
3. they are not uncomfortable. They fit well and feel like you are wearing pants not a huge cloth sack fashioned around your legs...

HOWEVER

1. Skinny jeans are NOT FOR EVERYONE
2. your legs must be... somewhat skinny to really work!
3. They will make you THIGHS look huge.
4. if they do... take em off and find a diff pant type..
5. AGAIN SKINNNY

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this is me ;3; hope you likes

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You might not want but just in case you are curious.

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pic not related... too much

I have neglected my fellow netizens and haven't cammed in forever....So once my computer is fixed.... (i got a nasty blue screen issue, i forgot the error but troubleshot my ram chips, tried to system restore blehhhhh...... nothin working. thats what i get for buying a Dell, wait i didnt buy it my ignorant parents did... GRRRR... I HATE WESTERN DIGITAL AND ALMOST EVERYTHING IN THERE IS WD FUUUUUUUUCK)..... sorry for the outburst there.... anywhooo.. Also I really like the TG/CD community on youtube soo ill probably be posting more vids there.... and ill talk.... lol... my voice will probably be a turn off but i dont wanna be a mickey mouse. anyways... pics and vids... also I may be going to Otakon. soo more on that in a bit.. I wonder how many people check this page anymore? huhu?

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Im really lost right now. with everything.,... Ive been struggling with depression for like forever... and yeah im really considering HRT. Ima talk to my therapist but.... im 17... i wish i could have started earlier... also I have a desire to sing classically and i think a tranny male baritone is going to be super taboo...... iunno give me some feedback peoples...
pic not related obviously... I have noticed my typing degenerates with my emotions....

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I went to the movie believing Cloverfield would look like this. no... the movie is fail.
They should recreate the movie with this monster. Start over.

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rest in peace m jackerson

I was forced to do this... Thanks Awer

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Agenaweerina's Reacreational Youtube Viewing:

Channel should rename themselves to PeopleWithToMuchTime.com: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmvo9vpIb7E

Rina WoWfag is WowFag
Basically im just putting everything i am interested and love on this board.
So i am currently playing WoW XD
Im a priesty with a nub holy spec or (watever lol)
anyways i love the Draenei. I am a foolish Horde sympathizer ... I want everyone to get along etc T___T

anways way off again.... I found this pic cough somewhere and its albino like my char. so i made my tooon look like this too.
shes so purty ;o;

PS: i dont have a monster fetish....

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I take the term WoWFag literally. Besides being a collector in WoW, I collect specimens of large Butt cracks... umm... yeah..

Here is my first

DO WANT!!!! PLEASE TOKYO POP TAKE MY MONIES!!!

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You shall be consumed

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Once upon a time, long ago there was a King. He had a beautiful kingdom and was very happy. He was a generous king, and he was praised for his compassion. No one loved him however, as much as one of his servants. The servant had seen his generosity, and pure integrity. Yet one day a woman arrived at the gates. She was very fair, with long dark hair, and deep piercing eyes. Her unrivaled beauty struck the King, and he asked for her hand in marriage and she agreed. Not long after their joyous wedding, the King took ill. He became so weak that he could not even leave his bed. His Queen told him that she knew of a cure to the disease that ailed him, but she would require all the gold in his Kingdom for the supplies were rare and expensive. Without hesitation, he gathered his riches and entrusted them to his Queen. She left on her quest but never returned. The Servant knew that their king had been swindled. The servant attempted to tell the King, but could not bring himself to believe the Servant. The Servant confessed his undying love and servitude, and swore that he was telling the truth. The King denied the Servant and banished the Servant from his Kingdom. The Servant determined to save the King searched for a cure. The Servant found it in a far land where the fair and dark dwelled. Still the King refused the Servant audience. The Servant heartbroken settled in a nearby kingdom to heal. The King refused to leave and slowly withered away. His kingdom without government fell. His people left and his castle crumbled around. Curiously, the King did not die but was tortured by foolishness and guilt. He dwelled in the overgrown forest that grew from the remains of his kingdom. And there he stays.

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MAMA WE'RE AL GONNNA DIIIE!!!